yeah. sorry for getting that song stuck in your head. kind of a jackass move. HA! especially if you are like me and hear this song all #*%$ day long.
the point is i'm here.
but not as much as i used to be and i wanted to acknowledge that and apologize too.
i just can't seem to fit it in right now. it's funny. when the girls were all itty bitty everyone said (and some seemed to find joy in saying it) oh! just wait until they are older. it just gets harder.
and i always thought they were full of crap. but you know what? it does. in some ways. well i take that back. it doesn't get harder but it gets even crazier.
always going, coming, dropping off, picking up, coordinating. and since j isn't here, i obviously don't have hands to help. and i love it. i love the craziness and the whirlwind. i do.
but i'm tired.
and at the end of the day i don't want to type a blog post. i want to sleeeeep.
i have so many things i want to type and say. and they are all in my head. or my draft folder. because i get two sentences in or so and have to stop. every time.
so there it is. i'm still instagramming a ton. i think that's the way i'm documenting for now. it's quick. and easy. and it doesn't take an hour to upload photos the way my italian internet does when i'm blogging!
i'm surprising sadie with a trip to venice today, just the 2 of us. harper is on a girl scout trip and i don't think i've ever done anything with just sadie. so i will definitely be blogging this weekend. or soon, at least.
but i'm totally still here.
and thanks for hanging around…i promise things will even out soon. maybe this summer? maybe not. but i won't ever stop blogging- this place is my heart!