this marks the beginning of a journey that is for ME.
that's right. just for me. yes, in the end it will benefit my girls and j, it will make me healthier,happier,more *me*.
but right now? i'm doing this for myself.
i'm tired of making unhealthy choices. i'm tired of eating unhealthy food constantly, or not eating at all b/c i don't have time to think of it.
i'm tired of having to wear my maternity jeans.
i'm tired of being TIRED.
i'm ready to do something for me. to feel good about myself again.
no more sloppy clothes and hair in a bun every day.
i will *never* be that girl who is flawlessly dressed every day, with perfect makeup. that's just not me.
but i refuse to let myself feel bad about myself because i have four kiddos to take care of.
i'm not using that excuse anymore.
i'm not using the excuse that it's okay to eat whatever i want, no matter how unhealthy b/c i just had twins and no one will judge me.
i am judging me. i need to start being SMART about food. i deserve better than the way i've been taking care of myself.
i treat my children with so much care and love, as if they are precious gifts. why don't i treat myself the same way?
almost 2 weeks ago i made the first step and committed to healthy choices.
it's not about a number on the scale. it's not about the size on my tags. it's about feeling HAPPY. about feeling HEALTHY.
instead of eating fast food regularly or sneaking bites of whatever i feed the kids instead of making myself food,
i'm thinking about my choices.
i deserve just as much as the ones i take care of do. i can do this, by gosh!
it's okay to spend time making MYSELF better. i resolve to do this and to show my girls how to do this.
have a beautiful wednesday! xxo
